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Name: valderieee valderahhh
Birthday: 12/7/1989
Gender: Female
Interests: stars, rainbows, rain, checkerboards, jelly bracelets, cannolis, lord of the rings, converse & vans, wrist bands, boys, shows & concerts, bubbles, dogs, Dominic Monaghan, earrings, nail polish, blue kool aid, milano cookies, safety pins, eyeliner, lip gloss, punk rock, pop punk, ska, emo, screamo, metal, alternative, new wave, grunge, boys in eyeliner & beanies, walks in the park, PS 18's swings, skanking, Johnny Depp, emo boys, voy al la cine, slippen in and out of spanish, the Downtown, sharpie markers, my swatch watch, bowling, fairy lights, mr flibble, monty python, spazzes
Expertise: Sum 41, Linkin Park, Good Charlotte, Brand New, Blink 182, New Found Glory, Rancid, NoFx, The Used, FloFFus, The Beatles, The Clash, The Ramones, The Sex Pistols, Less Than Jake, Hyjinx, Lords of the Rhymes, Mest, Ataris, Switchfoot, Thrice, Staind, Nickelback, Barenaked Ladies, AFI, ASOB, Evanescence, Green Day, Simple Plan, Bowling For Soup, Outkast, The Offspring, Jimmy Eat World, MxPx, Backstreet Boys, All American Rejects, Treble Charger, Smash Mouth, Weezer, Squeeze, The Distillers, Dropkick Murpheys, Slipknot, System of a Down, Three Days Grace, 12 Stones, The Starting Line, Homegrown, No Doubt, Me First and the Gimmie Gimmies, 311, Trapt, Korn, Yellowcard, Into The Stew, Nirvana, Duran Duran, Sugar Ray . . .
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AIM:  xx KiLL mE quiK
Member Since:
12/25/2002
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| new xanga for the time being... i dunno... am i going through a xanga-identity crisis?
A - Age: 14
B - Band listening to right now: REM.
C - Career in future: Photographer?
D - Dad's name: Franz
E - Easiest person to talk to: Sam or Keri or Joey.
F - Favorite song at the moment: Its The End Of The World As We Know It (I Feel Fine)
G - Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: Bears
H - Hometown: Bellerose.
I - Instruments: umm fluteofone? lmao
J - Job title: ......
K - Kids: none, right now.
L - Longest car ride ever: Canadia ... dos dias.
M - Mom's name: Linda
N - Number of siblings: 1
O - Oldest sibling: me.
P - Phobia[s]: claustrophobia, calling people I don't know, bugs, spiders, heights, etc
Q - Quote you like: i poke badgers with spoons
R - Reason to smile: dom
S - Song you sang last: 2 princes
T - Time you wake up: 8:30am
U - Unknown fact about me: im actually starting to like soco! gasp!
V - Vegetable you hate: a lot.
W - Worst habit: picking at my nailpolish or biting my nails
X - X-rays you've had: my arms and my hips.
Y - Yummy food: moms baked ziti, cheese fries, italian ices, chicken fries, ginger ale
Z - Zodiac sign: Sagitarius | | |
| this is a post for fridays events....
 I am the proud owner of this new action figure!!! heh. im feelen special.
so in gym this morning me and steph had a secret word of the day "fuck" so whenever someone said "fuck" we'd scream. only we had to like force peopole to say it so we could scream. we pritty much gave up. in english we got to write a poem, it will be posted below and we had a momment of silence for president ronald regan who died duroing the past week. then was the gay montessori spring fling. me steph and stephen almost had physchopathic little kids throw rocks at us! o.o ... yeah and we played uno and ate chicken fries. then sam came and we were all whoa lets go get a drink so we got some gooooooood Snaple Apple <3 hehe. and thennnn erm yeah we hung out with stephen for a bit during the advisory games (in whihc we didnt participate) thennn we did some other stuff and we got ICES!!! ohh man SO GOOD! <3 lmao. then me and sam hung out with stephen and john bulka, hes nice and he doesnt hate us which is good cause he hates everyone. makes me feel loved. heh. thennn me and steph went and chizecked out the murals that are now hanging in the caf. they came out so well. then mi madre came and she was arunning around trying to find ellen and i was arunning around with steph. it was odd. then we went to get peter from la escuela, had this big convo with John serris' mom and david tranquada's mom about my jelly bracelets and how they mean diddly squat. then we hopped in la coche y vamos al KB Toys to try and buy heather a Gandalf action figure. they didnt have any *le sigh* so i got her a talking Gollum one that says "My Preciousss" its hella cool. i fell in love with the witch king because of my love of the nazgul and i got that on sale! for 5.99!!!! woot woot for my witch king being on sale! i also bought a candy necklace cause i havent had one in sooo insanely long and i missed them. so drove back home, wrapped heathers present and then BUZZZZ heathers here! so i said adios to mi madre y mi hermano y mi dos perros and vamos! off to get sam and then her friend loretta, who turns out to be stanley's older sister who goes to our school!!! so we knew her anyway!!!! it was so cool we were like AHHH WE KNOW EACHOTHER! lmao so then we were adriving off to rooselevet raceway to go see Day After Tomorrow but first Grace had to arrive. so were all inside awaiting and my cellaphone rings and its vickie! so im talkign to her, well yelling at her for something and i was really loud and i was in the theatre (but nothing had started yet lol) but everyone was looking at me like "... .. ..." and i was like ew fine ill shut up. lmao. then grace came! and we were all wooooosh! previews time. watch watch watch and we decieded that im gonna go with grace to see I,Robot cause i dunno it looks interesting. robots kidna scare me too. but not as much as those fucking wolves in day after tomorrow. jake gyllenhaal is soooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
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ooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo (more "o"'s times infinity) gorgeous! AH! i hated those wolves. i didnt know what to be more scared of... the wolves or jake dying. and grace had already seen it but she wouldnt tell me if he died or not! >.< grr. lol and like she kept touching my hair (cause its still straight) and she even turned on her camera which was insanely bright and i was like ahhh! and everytime i got scared (which was frequent) i'd bite on my candy necklace... nrm... thats why i have like a little less than half of the candy left on it. HAH! so after we all got our paranoia yanked up 97.33 notches we went to Ruby Tuesdays for dinner. me and sam got chicken pamesan with pasta (spelling?) grace got a hamburger, loretta got shrimp and pasta and i forgot what heather got lol. then the people came over and sang at us cause its heathers bday she turned the color of her hair. lol. so then we were going to go to the Sorce for desert but we just went like shopping instead. i had no money. lol. we wanted to go on the merrygoround but you had to pay to so we didnt. grace bought a picture frame at claires that was really cool. heather bought some manganess books at Warden Books. then we went to Friendlies for ice cream. me sam and grace all got caramel brownie ice cream stuff that was SO GOOD! heather got this reeses thing (blech) and loretta got just regular vanilla with some oreo crumbs on top. heather got balloons for her birtherday. in la coche grace showed me these earrings she bought, they were danglely dice that were pink, white and blue and it turns out she bought them for me! and it wasnt even my birthday! i felt so loved! lol im wearing them now. thank you grace!!! <3 heh. i feel cool. i get presents for no reason.so then we had to drop grace home and then sam and then me! and i was hyper as hell from ice cream and soda and candy necklaces. twas a fun day!
at 4 i gotta go to preller for peters baseball game. keri might meet me there! woot! i get to see keri! *dances*
poem i wrote in english class (i hate having the bases of poems put out and having to fill in the end, but i like the way this one turned out) i am upset, yet smiling.
i wonder what contains space
I hear silence, stuck on repeat
i see what i want to see
I want bliss to come over me like a tidal wave
i am upset yet smiling.
i pretend that everything is okay
I feel my soul crash into shards of glass
i touch my heart to see if it beats
i worry about tears ruining my eyeliner
i cry when the world spins
I am upset, yet smiling
I understand that we dont always get what we want
i say that i can at least try
i dream of a world without grief
i try to make things better but nothing changes
i hope i can slit darkness' throat and let it bleed out the light.
i am upset, yet smiling.
Pictures (please note the straight hair when i am in the pictures!)
sam at ruby tuesdays
Lorettaaaa
Grace looking all serious
heather and I'm in the corner, i look posessed. hah.
me and grace looking normal. if you look closely you can see im going to grab the crayons to color!!!!
heather modelling her new head dress at the sorce.
val<3 | | |
| eDit -- i have a theory... if all the people in the "all i want is an emo girl" blogring go on over to the "all i want is an emo boy" blogring then everyone would be ahppy and thered be a "we're a happy emo couple" blogring -- eNd eDit
*i hit jonathan with my notebook as i pass by* // "OH YOU WANNA GO? Don't make me take off my slipper!!!!"
"cmon valerie, you have to give me my daily hug!" // "mike, i dont hug you because you have cooties"
raina is a cookie pirate!!!!
*sings with steph* we're going to stew leonards! we're going to stew leonards! we're going to stew leonards! *etc*
i can't wait till July 16 when i get to see the BARENAKED LADIES again! I LOVE THEM!!!!!! so here are some random BNL lyrics for you all to enjoy.
But I'm warning you, don't ever do
those crazy, messed-up things that you do
If you ever do,
I promise you I'll be the first to crucify you
Now it's time to prove that you've come back
here to rebuild
I wake up scared, I wake up strange.
I wake up wondering if anything in my life is ever going to change.
I wake up scared, I wake up strange
and everything around me stays the same
I can get a job I can pay the phone bills
I can cut the lawn, cut my hair, cut off my cholesterol
I can work overtime I can work in a mine
I can do it all for you,
But I don't want to.
Like Snickers, guaranteed to satisfy
Anyone perfect must be lying, anything easy has its cost
Anyone plain can be lovely, anyone loved can be lost
How can I help it if I think you're funny when you're mad
Trying hard not to smile though I feel bad
I'm the kind of guy who laughs at a funeral
Can't understand what I mean?
Well, you soon will
I have a tendency to wear my mind on my sleeve
Leave this world behind me
'Cause you don't want me anymore
I think it's getting to the point
where I can be myself again
I think it's getting to the point
where we have almost made amends
I think it's the getting to the point
that is the hardest part
And if your heart is broken
You can just do what you do best
You can just do what you do,
When your heart is broken
Trust in the one who loves you
Never put others above you
Was it something I said, or was it something you read
That's making me think that I should never have come here
I can offer you lies, I can tell you good-bye,
I can tell you I'm sorry, But I can't tell you the truth, dear
And what if I could - would it do any good?
You'll still never get to see the contents of my shoe box....
Thanks, that was fun
Don't forget, no regrets
Except maybe one.
Made a deal not to feel
God, that's dumb
Everybody knows the deal fell through.
I was hoping I could just blame you.
When was it that I became so soft?
This sentimentality doesn't look good on me.
I thought that you would be begging to be with me.
I'm the one on my knees blubbering please let me stay.
nothing worth having comes without some kind of fight
gotta kick at the darkness till it bleeds daylight And when you were born, they looked at you and said,
what a good girl, what a what a smart girl, what a pretty girl.
We've got these chains that hang around our necks,
people want to strangle us with them before we take our first breath.
Afraid of change, afraid of staying the same,
when temptation calls, we just look away.
Record and play, after years of endless rewind
Yesterday wasn't half as tough as this time
This time isn't Hell,
Last time, I couldn't tell
This mind wasn't well
Next time, hope I'm...
Going to be good
Broke into the old apartment
This is where we used to live
Broken glass, broke and hungry
Broken hearts and broken bones
This is where we used to live
Why did you paint the walls?
Why did you clean the floor?
Why did you plaster over the hole i punched in the door?
This is where we used to live
Why did you keep the mousetrap?
Why did you keep the dishrack?
These things used to be mine
I guess they still are, i want them back!
one minute you're waiting for the sky to fall,
and next you're dazzled by the beauty of it all
val<3 | | |
| Pee-wee: You all remember what to do whenever anybody says the secret word right?
Everyone: Scream!
Pee-wee: That's right. For the rest of the day, whenever anybody says the secret word, scream real loud. Ready? Let's try it.
smeared black ink: your palms are sweaty
and I'm barely listening to last demands
I'm staring at the asphalt wondering what's buried underneath where I am
I'll wear my badge:
a vinyl sticker with big block letters adherent to my chest
that tells your new friends I am a visitor here:
I am not permanent
and the only thing keeping me dry is
you seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
a stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
and I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving
d.c. sleeps alone tonight
you seem so out of context in this gaudy apartment complex
a stranger with your door key explaining that I am just visiting
and I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving
the district sleeps alone tonight after the bars turn out their lights
and send the autos swerving into the loneliest evening
and I am finally seeing why I was the one worth leaving
hyjacked from stepherz
Name: Valerie
Do you like it?: Sure
Nicknames: Val
Screen names: xxkillmeQuik
Age: 14
Birthday: December 7, 1989
Sign: Sag
Location: Bellerose
School: QHST
Status: Single
Crush: I have one or two
Virgin: Yes
Natural hair color: Brown
Current hair color: Brown, blonde, green?
Eye color: Hazel
Height: 5'6
Birthplace: Flushing
Shoe size: Women - 10 Men - 8
Bra size: 42B
[ family ]
Parents: Franz and Linda
Siblings: Younger brother, Peter
Live with: My mom, dad, brother, 2 dogs, 1 fish
Favorite relative: Aunt Susan or David in Canadia
[ love and relationships ]
Do you have a bf/gf?: No
Do you have a crush?: Yeah
How long have you liked him/her?: Uh... ?
Why do you like this person?: I dunno, cuz he's nice, goofy, easy to talk to, fun to talk to, and just hella awesome
If you're single... why are you single?: Because guys don't like me
How long was your longest relationship?: none
How long was your shortest relationship?: none
Who was your first love?: Peter (no not my brother)
What do you miss about them?: He was the only guy to ever like me back.
[ the past ]
Last thing you heard: The Postal Service - The District Stands Alone Tonight
Last thing you saw: My phone
Last thing you said: "Hi Ralphie!" to my dog, Ralph
Who is the last person you saw?: My brother
Who is the last person you kissed?: Kissed my brother hello when i picked him up from school
Who is the last person you hugged?: Vickie, yesterday
Who is the last person you fought with?: My mom
Who is the last person you were on the phone with?: My oma
What is the last TV show you saw?: Pee Wee's Playhouse
What is the last song you heard?: Postal Service - The District Stands Alone Tonight
[ the present ]
What are you wearing?: jeans and my hippie shirt
What are you doing?: The survey
What song are you listening to?: Thrice - Stare At The Sun
Where are you?: My bedroom
Who are you with?: No one
Who are you talking to?: No one
Are you online?: Yes
How are you feeling?: Very tired
Are you in a chatroom?: No
[ future ]
What day is it tomorrow?: Wednesday
What are you going to do after this?: relax
Who are you going to talk to?: Probably Peter
Where are you going to go?: Downstairs
How old will you be when you graduate?: 17 or 18
What do you wanna be?: A photographer, or a writer. Sam says I'd make a good director.
What is one of your dreams?: To find that one special person
Where will you be in 25 years?: 25 years older
[ have you ever ]
Drank?: Yeah
Smoked?: No
Had sex?: No
Stolen?: Yeah
Done anything illegal?: Yeah
Wanted to die?: Yes
Hit someone?: Yeah
[ other ]
Do you write in cursive or print?: Print but when my hand hurts, it's a mix
Are you a lefty or a righty?: Righty
What is your sexual preference?: Straight
What piercings do you have?: 2
Do you drive?: Not yet
Do you have glasses or braces?: Braces (to be coming off ever so soon!). No glasses (well i have fake ones but those dont count)
*the conservative hippie* lmao | | |
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